Hurt?

We have been through a lot and there is a lot of water under our bridge; perhaps the flood has come and the footings are gone for good without any chance of recovery or repair this time.

Why do we always hurt the ones we love? Why do we continue to repeat the same cycle of hurt that happens over and over again? When we hurt them, they hurt us and we cant break the cycle. It continues and continues till any and all love is gone from the heart.

Who is totally to blame? I know i am a hard person to live with but so is she. Why does this cycle feed off of itself? We all see injustices in our little world that we perceive to be done to us that hurt and then we retaliate against that hurt; thus beginning the cycle over again.

I was told that only a miracle will ever make her love me again...

I do not look for one of those to ever occur in this instance of the word.

Perhaps we have grown apart and this is the end of that growth; where we really do not care what is going on with eachother or in the others world...